Sweet Dreams are Made of This

I have been dreaming very vividly for about a month now. Before then I rarely ever remembered my dreams, and when I did, they NEVER made any sense. Picture unicorns holding conversations with chipmunks while they swim in a rainbow colored river of marshmallows. That is the kind of dreams I used to have.

Until now.

Most of my dreams pertain to my impending wedding. Mostly panic dreams. Like in one I forgot to buy him a ring. In the other all the flowers were late getting there and when they finally showed up all they brought was light up Christmas garland. WTF?

However, there is one dream that has me perplexed.

A little background: about a month before I started dating my fiance 4 years ago I broke up with my high school sweetheart. It was a very tough breakup because:

• We had been together 5 1/2 years
• I was the one that ended it (making me the bad guy)
• I ended it via AOL Instant Messenger (making me the bad guy)
• I continued to sleep with him for a couple of weeks after we broke up (making me the bad guy)
• It was right after Christmas when I did it which made me look like I just held out long enough for the presents (making me the bad guy)
• He dropped out of college and moved back in with his parents due to his devistation (making me the bad guy)

So needless to say my ex and I have not been BFF since then. We RARELY speak, and aside from Facebook stalking him about once a year to see if he is still with his new girlfriend, I NEVER think about him.

About 2 weeks ago I had this really intense dream where my ex was back in my life and we were all chummy again. He was begging me not to marry my fiance and to get back with him. When I declined he then pleaded for me to sleep with him one last time, and I DID! (EWWWW!) Of course, I woke up totally icked out and thanking God that it was just a dream.

No lie, THE SAME DAY, the ex emails me for the 1st time in 6 months just to tell me that he and his girlfriend have broken up. How weird is that? I'm not a huge believer in psychics and such, but is it possible to have some weird ESP connection to someone that you were once in an intense relationship with? It just continued to ick me out and it has obviously stuck with me as I am blogging about it a good 2 weeks later.

On a better note, my fiance and I bought our bedroom suit for when he moves in! Woohoo! So at least this way, if I continue to have weird dreams post-holy matrimony, at least he will be next to me in our brand spankin' new queen with pillow-top tempurpedic. :-)

So what do you think? I think it will be fab in our little house. The wood matches my original hardwood floors.